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BlackRoseGardener

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I have been contemplating on matters which are, for me, highly unfathomable. With much thought  and consideration I have decided to bid BRG adieu. I am going to deactivate this account and rid myself of the psychological agony associated with this place. I shall not continue this vicious cycle of abandoning and account and starting a new. There is nothing left for me here and it's time to move on.

Good bye to you people who irritate me.
Good bye to my sweetest friends.
Good bye to you sick bastards that'd leave a suicidal person alone to die.

 I wish those people no ill will, only that someday and inkling of realization will seep into that matter which inhabits your heads.

So farewell cruel society, sorry I'm not perfect enough for you.
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I'm so sorry.

1 min read
But I need to just blow off every thing.
I'm just really uninspired right now and -

no you people don't care.

Just I'm not doing anything for a while.

Goodbye.
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Inactive.

1 min read
Sorry, I just haven't been in the mood for much of shit lately.
I haven't done anything
no homework
not really sleeping
I haven't even finished my self model.

There is just a list of things that I've been meaning to do and just haven't done it.

I'm just going to go crawl in a haitus hole, no one cares anyhow.
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stolen

3 min read
30+ = Super Uke
21-30 = Uke
20 = Seme-uke (Seke)
11-19 = Seme
10 = Super Seme

[x] You like to be content in everything.
[x] When a person confesses their love to you and you don't like them, you start feeling very tense and/or you don't know what to say.
[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
[ ] You are quite hyperactive.
[ ] If you don't like something, you start crying and you don't care if you start talking too loud.
[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
[ ] You like making others blush.
[ ] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand.
[x] You're usually shy with the opposite gender.
[ ] You like romantic-funny anime.
[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
[ ] You have listened to "an café".
[ ] You like listening to it.
[ ] You have one or two songs on your computer of "an café".
[x] You are innocent and/or a little clumsy.
[x] You smile at kitties.
[ ] You usually say "kawaii".
[x] You like plushies.
[ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
[ ] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
[ ] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
[ ] You have called the mistaken number twice or more
[ ] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
[ ] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
[ ] You call your pets cute names.
[ ] You believe that yaoi is the best.
[ ] You're easy to trick/convince.
[x] Some men scare you.
[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
[ ] You have pink/red clothes and they are decorated with flowers.
[x] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
[ ] You've said "kyao" or something like that before.
[ ] When a person of the same gender gets angry with you, you're at the defensive.
[x] You like j-pop.
[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
[ ] You watched Gravitation and you felt like Shuichi or you watched Strawberry Panic and you felt like Nagisa.
[ ] You smile for no reason.
[/] You usually are very positive.
[x] When there's a rainbow, you run out to see it.
[ ] You usually don't understand what your parents say.

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so... Asane Bou is Female..... who knew XD
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